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I sat on the edge of my bed, where I had been for maybe the past hour or so, staring at my alarm clock. Two 1’s, followed by a 5 and then an 8, it read.

“Almost!” I whispered eagerly to myself for the zillionth time that night. I heard a distinct tremor in my voice as I spoke. This was no surprise, of course, as I was as excited as I had ever been in my whole entire life. I would say sincerely, all theatrics aside, that I was just about to embark upon the moment that all my other moments had been leading up to ever since I was born. I wondered if this is what those fish (salmon, I think?) felt after a long and grueling journey fighting their way upstream against the current of the river, when they finally reached that magical spot where they spawned and died. What a way to go. Destiny carried out, then dying a warrior’s death.

Not that I was about to die, of course. Quite the opposite, actually. I had not truly lived yet, in my opinion. But that was all just about to change.

The 8 turned into a 9, and my heart rate kicked up a notch.

“Hey, get back in those pores!” I ordered my sweat, which suddenly and inconveniently decided to make an appearance. I shut my eyes and took a deep breath, forcing myself to gain control of my nerves so my perspiration did not ruin the hours of grooming and cleaning I had spent on my entire body that evening.

I knew it was silly, and perhaps a tad bit overkill, but I felt that any bead of sweat, or chipped fingernail, or strand of hair gone astray, had the potential to send my little personal fairy tale that I had created in my head into a tailspin from which there was no coming back.

Again, that was the silly side of me talking. My plan was foolproof, and I knew it. I wiped a tiny drop of sweat from my brow, rubbed it into my fingers until it no longer existed, and then opened my eyes once more.

Midnight. A barely perceptible shriek escaped my lips. I stood up quickly and darted towards my bedroom door, ready to charge into the hallway. But as soon as my fingers touched the doorknob, I froze.

“Wait,” I said slowly to myself, “does the new day start at midnight, or at 12:01?” I honestly had no idea. A minor detail perhaps, but an important one nonetheless. Even something as small as this could be a fate changer, and I was not about to risk my destiny over a measly little minute. I could wait a few seconds longer.

I moved slowly over to my dresser mirror and did a once over of my appearance. My light brown pigtails hung perfectly symmetric to one another on each side of my head, and were nicely accentuated by a pair of blue quarter moon earrings. My eyebrows, freshly plucked to perfection, arched over my honey colored eyes. My lips shone enticingly with a very light layer of gloss. I smiled at my reflection, sighing slightly as my braces suddenly came into view. It had irked me for so long at how indecisive my parents had been about me getting braces, to the point where I ended up getting them much later in life than most. I had to admit, however, that while they weren’t my favorite, they did add a layer of innocence to my look that on some days I actually found quite endearing.

I took a couple steps back and adjusted the straps on my little laced nightie, checking myself out some more as I did. Contrary to most of my female high school peers, I loved everything about my physical appearance, and couldn’t imagine ever changing a single thing about it. My breasts weren’t the biggest in the world, barely a B cup, but they were mine, the perfect pert little handfuls that they were. My petite frame didn’t offer up much in the way of curves, but I knew how to work what I had. I was hot and I knew it, and maybe it was my confidence that put it all together in such an irresistible way.

I played with the hem of my nightie, which stopped around halfway down my thigh, then traced my fingers down the fronts of my freshly shaved legs. Goosebumps popped up on my exposed shoulders as I did.

“Yep, I’m ready,” I said with a shiver as I watched the clock switch to 12:01. I took one last deep breath, opened the door, and moved quietly into the hallway.

As expected, everything was pitch black and quiet, which worked out perfectly for my plan. If either of my parents had been awake, this whole thing would have been thrown off the rails. Thankfully, as I was fully aware, my parents are creatures of habit, and go to bed at precisely 10:05 every evening.

The one wildcard in all of this was my brother. He was a few years older than me, and even though he was already in college, he still lived at home since his school was within driving distance. Some nights he’d go to bed pretty early, others he’d stay up late doing homework, or whatever it was he did in his room with his door closed.

On this particular night, the situation was, it seemed, the former. Peering down the hall, I noticed that there was no light coming from underneath his door. That didn’t necessarily mean he was asleep, but at least there was a good chance Ümraniye Escort of it.

Either way, I was about to find out.

I tiptoed down the dark hall, stepping strategically on the places that I knew would not cause the floor to creak. In one particular spot, I had to move all the way to the left of the hall, then awkwardly step to the right at a diagonal over the rug to avoid noises in the floorboard. After that though, it was smooth sailing for the last few steps until I reached his door.

I made a point in that moment to silently thank my parents for not investing in doorknobs with locks, because I was certain that if given the opportunity, my brother would have absolutely locked his door. He was just a private person like that. I turned the knob as slowly as I physically could, only the tiniest of noises filling the silence from the movement of the metal. Then, I noiselessly pushed the door open and took in my surroundings.

I was relieved to see that there was no light coming from any phones or computers, which definitely meant my brother was asleep. Before stepping into his room, I scanned the floor, using the faint light from an outdoor security light as a guide, and saw only one object, a shoe perhaps, that I would need to avoid. Other than that, the floor was completely clean, making the path to my destination that much easier.

As I already knew from previous nights of coming into his room to stand by his bed and watch him sleep, the giant padded rug on his floor muffled any and all sounds of creaking floorboards that I had to deal with in the hallway. I was free to relax my tense muscles and move carelessly to stand beside him, which I did immediately.

The outdoor lights, when first installed, bothered me to no end. We had fairly cheap blinds covering all of our windows, and no matter what I did in my own room, I could never block out all of the light at night. It was infuriating. My parents always followed my complaints with the same annoying line, “Safety first!”. The lights were apparently going to keep someone from breaking into our home and killing us, though I never really understood how.

But in this moment, and in several moments prior to this one, I was grateful for them. I smiled as I watched Tevin’s chest slowly rise and fall with each breath he took. He was the most handsome boy in the whole world, and even if I hadn’t already spent so much time memorizing every little detail of his face and was seeing him for the first time in this dim lighting, I was certain I would still be able to tell that was the case.

I always found it odd that he seemed to often sleep on his back. I personally found that position quite uncomfortable when I slept, usually opting for sleeping on my side, or sometimes on my stomach with my knee jacked up high beside me. But of all the times that I had been in his room at night, and there had been a lot, all but a few of them he was sleeping peacefully and comfortably on his back. Just another quirk of his that I loved.

One last time, I took a long, slow breath, letting all my fears and doubts wash over me into a puddle on the floor, leaving them behind as I lifted my leg up onto his bed. Using my light weight to my advantage, I carefully swung one of my legs over Tevin’s body without disturbing him in the slightest, then brought up my other leg to his other side so that I was straddling him just below his waist, leaving only his thick blanket and whatever he was wearing underneath it separating my brother from my untouched womanhood.

I pressed myself down on him very slightly, causing him to stir slightly. The temptation to grind myself into him was all too real, but that was not how I wanted this to go. Very gently, I began to lean forward little by little until my breasts were pushing tenderly into his partially exposed chest. I lowered my face so that it was mere centimeters from his, my pigtails dangling down beside me. My mouth was right in front of his, and I could feel his breath from his nostrils warming my lips. I opened my mouth and breathed him in, taking in his essence in the most warming and secretive way. My heart drummed furiously in my chest. Feeling his warm breath fill my mouth was by far the most sensual thing I had ever experienced. More accurately, the only sensual, or even sexual, thing I had ever experienced, and I was enjoying every second of it.

I, of course, had never done anything like this before. The previous nights that I had come into his room, I never even considered doing anything like this. I just watched him sleep, nothing more, nothing less. Not that I wouldn’t have given in if he had wanted it, but I respected him too much to try something like this before I was legal. Tevin was the best guy in the whole world, and would never consider taking advantage of me like that. So I waited for him. Not just with other guys, but with myself, too. Not once had I ever touched my body in any type of sexual way. It had not been easy, of course. There were some nights Escort Ümraniye that I had really wanted to give in to certain urges, but I always held back, resorting to the teachings of monks and nuns that I found online for guidance.

I even went so far as to avoid any type of physical contact with guys at school, such as high fives, handshakes, or even brushing up against someone. I remember getting really angry once at someone in my class that had the audacity to tap me on the shoulder to get my attention. “Just say my fucking name if you want something from me, pervert!” I had screamed at him, causing quite the ruckus in class. Word got around after that, thankfully, and no one had laid a finger on me since.

Every part of my body had been kept as pure as possible for Tevin, and I was about to be his. Physically, emotionally, and spiritually, now that I was officially ready by the letter of the law, I was my brother’s for the taking.

“Guess what time it is?” I whispered, quiet as a mouse, my lips imperceptibly brushing up against his as I spoke.

“What the fuck!?” Tevin suddenly screamed. I jerked my head back just in time to avoid his hand as he swiped it defensively in front of himself. Terrified, I tried to get up, but in his confused panic, Tevin grabbed hold of me on my legs, twisted his body underneath me, and flung me off his bed.

“Ow, Tevin!” I whined as I landed with a thud on the floor.

“Who the fuck’s there!?” he cried out, still unable to see or process anything in his delirium.

“It’s me, dummy!” I said lightheartedly, forgiving him instantly for tossing me off his bed.

“Leah!?”

“Who else?” I said in a sickly sweet sort of way. “And you may want to lower your voice so you don’t wake up Mom and Dad.”

“What-what the fuck…?” he began as he finally gathered himself enough to reach over and turn on his bedside lamp. After letting his vision adjust to the lighting, he looked down at me intensely with those dark eyes, taking in the scene in front of him. I did my best to reposition myself in the most alluring way I could manage having just been tossed to the floor. I propped myself up on my elbows and looked back into his eyes, making sure to keep my legs closed so that I didn’t give away too much too soon. He’d get the full show in due time, but I wanted to go nice and slow with him first.

“Leah, what in the blue hell are you doing in my room!?” he said finally after a bit of tense silence.

“It’s after midnight, Tevin!” I sang.

“In no way does that answer my question,” he said.

“You know what today is, don’t you?”

“I know what time of day it is,” he said, looking at the clock beside his bed. “Late as shit.”

“It’s my birthday!” I announced, keeping my voice as low as I could.

“Oh.” He looked me over some more, his eyes noticeably lingering on my legs. “Leah…what are you wearing?”

“A dark blue satin laced nightie, of course!” I replied.

“And…WHY are you wearing it?”

“It’s my birthday present!”

“From who!?”

“Whom,” I corrected. “And to answer your question, it’s from me, to me. I mean, technically, I guess you could say it’s from Mom, since I used her credit card information to purchase it for myself, but since she and Dad never look too closely at their bill, I can’t imagine she’ll know any time soon that I bought it.”

He closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose. “Leah, for the love of all that is holy, can you please explain to me what you’re doing in my room?”

“Isn’t it obvious?” I asked, wiggling my shoulders enticingly as I spoke.

Tevin looked me over once more. “No!” he exclaimed loudly with a look of confusion on his face.

Silly, unobservant boy. I guess I had to be a bit more forthright. “Tevin…I’m officially eighteen years old now. The day has changed over. I’m…legal.”

Tevin sat up in his bed and rested his back against his headboard. The blanket fell to his waist, exposing his bare torso to me. I studied his understated muscles in his stomach and chest, and wondered how many more minutes I’d have to wait before sliding my tongue all over them.

“Leah,” he began slowly, with an unexplainable tone of anger, “what the FUCK are you talking about?”

“Tevin,” I said matter-of-factly, trying to keep all frustration at his lack of comprehension out of my voice. “I’m here to give myself to you.” His face was still not tracking, so I decided to drop all pretense and be as blunt as possible, even if it slightly extinguished the romance. “I’ll talk slow so you can follow, since you’re head is clearly in a bit of a fog from being woken up in the middle of the night. I, Leah, your precious baby sister, am eighteen years old now. I am now legally allowed to buy lottery tickets, join the military, and until fairly recently, could have bought cigarettes, but such is life. Naturally, I don’t actually want to do any of those things. But I am also now of legal age to consent to sexual activities, which is something Ümraniye Escort Bayan I desperately want to do, specifically with you. So…” Not sure what else to say on the matter, I looked innocently into his eyes as I slowly parted my thighs and pulled up the material of my nightie, giving him his first glimpse at my beautiful, bare pussy as I did.

“Jesus, Leah!” he cried out, bringing his hands up to his face to cover his eyes.

“Aww, it’s okay baby,” I said soothingly as I stood up and went to his side, placing my hand on his arm. “Listen, you and I have had this unspoken understanding for quite some time now that we were gonna wait for my eighteenth birthday before we shared our bodies with each other. I know it, and you know it. I know you’re scared that you’ll hurt me, but you don’t have to be. I’m ready, Tevin. We’re on the same page!”

“We are most definitely NOT on the same page!” he exclaimed as he pushed my hand off of his arm. At this he got himself quickly out of bed and moved over to his computer chair. I was disappointed to see that he was wearing pajama pants, but I shrugged it off, knowing that he’d be removing them for me before I knew it.

“What are you doing?” I asked innocently. “If you think that I’m gonna make love to you for the first time in your computer chair, you’ve got another thing coming. Get back in bed, you silly thing!”

“Make love to me!? Jesus Christ, Leah…where the hell is all of this coming from?”

“Our unspoken bond, of course. It’s always been in the stars that you’d take my virginity, and I yours, on this most magical of nights.”

“It has NOT! Leah, I know you’ve always been kinda…nuts, what with the incident with the cat-“

“That cat looked at me funny and had it coming! Besides, I didn’t kill it or anything.”

“Be that as it may. There was the hair pulling and biting phase in middle school, the slashing of Dad’s tires your freshman year, and the pile of rotting food you were storing in your closet, to name a few.”

“Tevin, what are you getting at exactly?” I was really getting annoyed at his deviation from the task at hand.

“What I’m getting at is, while you’ve always been a little out there, even for you this is fucking bizarre. Fortunately, I’ve come to expect these little oddities from you over the years, which is probably why I’m not losing my shit right now more than I am. But still, even with your history, I’ve gotta say you’re freaking me out pretty bad.”

I smiled and walked over to him, sitting softly in his lap. “Let’s forget all that irrelevant history, Tevin, and focus on the here and now.”

“I’d rather not,” he said, shifting uncomfortably.

“Why don’t we just turn your lamp off, get under the covers, and start making each other feel good?”

“Fuck, Leah!” he said with a tone of frustration as for the second time that night he shoved me away. “Have you been taking your meds?”

“Don’t talk to me like that,” I threatened, my voice gaining a dangerous tone that surprised even me. I was not a fan of that topic and would not tolerate such talk, not even from my favorite person in the world.

“It just seems like maybe you haven’t, you know…been taking them,” Tevin carefully suggested.

I took a deep breath, composing myself before I spoke. I did not want to blow up at my brother and destroy what little chance we still had at a romantic evening, but I still felt the need to express my displeasure at how ungrateful he was being. “Tevin,” I began slowly, shaking a little with anger, “I can understand a little bit that you must feel a tad anxious at the night ahead of us. I get it, I am too. But I have to say that I’m a little irritated at how you are acting right now. I have freshly turned eighteen years old, and have saved every square inch of my body for you to ravage on this most sacred of nights. I even picked out this nightie for you, knowing that dark blue was your favorite color. I went through the porn history on your computer while you weren’t home and learned about all your preferences and tendencies, such as girls who shave themselves bare and girls with pigtails.”

“You did what!?”

I put my hand out, indicating that I was not done. “Now, I was under the impression that we had a silent, mutual understanding about how this was supposed to go, and that we’ve had this understanding for months-hell, years now. We are in love with each other and destined to be eternally together, and I am still hoping to get that started as soon as possible. But you need to check your attitude real quick or I might just walk right out of here and come back another night.” I crossed my arms in satisfaction, hopeful that my threat of leaving was believable enough, even though no part of me meant it.

Tevin lowered his face into his hands and shook his head. I could tell that he felt bad, and I in turn felt bad about hurting him, but he needed to hear how much of a dick he was being.

“I try my best not to talk to you the way I’m about to,” he began. “I’ve always been a very good older brother in that respect, I think. Always looked after you, taken up for you when people would say harsh things about you. I understand better than most, even Mom and Dad, that you just can’t help it sometimes. But I’m at a loss on this one, Leah.”

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